well howdy y'all, here I am, finally. been a while eh? things haven't been going so great around here lately - I've been busy... which no, that's not bad. I also went out of town... that wasn't bad either -- in fact, that was great -- i had a great time, i had zero problems on my travels, and it was great to get my baby love and see my family. so... nope, not bad at all. so, what is so bad? hmmm... well not so much really. except i did get some news that threw me for loop. I wasn't ready for news like this again, so soon. so - I've been trying to fill up my calendar and stay busy, rather than sit around the house and be angry or sad. it seems the feelings are leaning more towards anger. i think it's just too easy to be sad. i don't know. but another friend of mine has cancer. motherfuckinfrickindamncancer. she was diagnosed and already had two chemo treatments just since before i left for Chicago and got back - and me being told. crazy, isn't isn't it? breast cancer. both breasts. why not lop those fuckers off? I would. she hasn't yet. i want to ask, but i just can't ask THAT question. and NO. i would not word it that way. or use that tone. but i am pissed, and i do wonder. why hasn't she had the surgery yet??? aaaaaaaaand ---- why in the hell is it that Almost every time I allow myself to say the F word (Friend) -- something like this happens?
yep -- rhetorical questions. all rhetorical.
but anyhow..... i told a couple folks that if i didn't post today that i would let them stone me. this was what fell out of me mouth. sorry it wasn't better. maybe i can do better tomorrow.
y'all sleep well, and have happy days tomorrow