Hi y'all, yup i am still here. Where else would i be, right?
I'm not as bad as the title of this post might sound... I am however just trying to get through whatever funk this is that i am in.
I have been reading book, and watching movies... Desperately seeking.... Well, maybe the voice of God.
I am in a 'place' that is familiar to me. But very much more scary than other times.
I feel like i need to..... Well, make some sort of huge change. That scares me.
I feel very 'stuck'. Here. Emotionally, and otherwise.
I find myself... Seemingly waiting.... And i don't know what it is i'm waiting for.
This is not life.
Not a life i am supposed to be living.
So, i pray, i read, i watch.... And i am listening...and uuuggghh...waiting....
For something to ....well....something.
I hope all is well in your worlds.